This is actually a very good analogy of the Higgs Boson and Higgs Field
This is actually a very good analogy of the Higgs Boson and Higgs Field
This is actually a very good analogy of the Higgs Boson and Higgs Field
My theory, from my experience. Take it with a grain of salt or however you wish. This is how something can come out of “nothing” and how there is no beginning or end. The Big Bang is just a slice to the whole story.
Thought = Energy
Mind Body Spirit
Our Multi-Verse is a sphere “torodial field” – “Bubble of Atoms”
Our Universe is a sphere “torodial field” – “Bubble of Atoms.”
Our Galaxy is a sphere “torodial field” – “Bubble of Atoms.”
Our Sun is a sphere “torodial field” – “Bubble of Atoms.”
Our Planet is a sphere “torodial field” – “Bubble of Atoms.”
Our Body is a sphere “torodial field” – “Bubble of Atoms.”
Our Heart is a sphere “torodial field” – “Bubble of Atoms.”
Our Atoms are spheres “torodial field” – “Bubble of the Multi-verse.”
<——(Energy = Thought )——>∞<——(Thought = Energy)——>
Our Multi-verse – inside, is a finite number of Universes like our own.
Our Universe – inside, is a finite number of Galaxies such our Milky Way.
Our Galaxy – inside, is a finite number of Solar Systems such as ours.
Our Solar System – inside, is a finite number of planets.
Our Planet – Outside, is a finite number of humans
Humans/Us – inside, is a finite number of Atoms
Atoms – inside is an infinite amount of Thought
<——(Thought = Energy)——>∞<——(Energy = Thought )——>
Our Universe is the singularity point to reach or connect to our Multi-verse.
Our Galaxy is our singularity point to reach or connect to our Universe.
Our Sun is our singularity point to reach or connect to our Galaxy.
Our Planet is our singularity point to reach or connect to our Sun.
Our Heart is our singularity point to reach or connect to our Planet.
Our Soul is our singularity point to reach or connect to our Heart.
The Singularity is the conduit that connects our Mind to Spirit.
In the singularity
“all things are one”
(–We are all just Bubbles of Thought–)
(-There is only One Thinking-)
(You are the Thinker)
<——(Singularity = One)——> ∞ <——(One = Singularity)——>
<——Mind equals FUCKING BLOWN——>
ARE YOU STARTING TO SEE THE PATTERNS?
Still your mind of Thought and you become Pure Energy.
You become One with Everything connected to that Singularity.
Is your Mind Blown Yet? Don’t worry, I have more to share tomorrow 🙂
What do you think that guy sees when he looks outward? The same thing you see when you look inward.
We were now traveling from my new found singularity back to this universe’s singularity. I thought to myself “there can’t be an end if there is no beginning; our spirit never truly dies.” I felt connected to everything in the universe. If this is the case, does this mean we are In a Never Ending Story of evolution and de-evolution choosing whatever reality we wish? In this Universe I believe this is true; we reincarnate here until we are ready for the next step of evolution, to the multi-verse. I remember being in the singularity of this universe and being asked if I would like to finish here and continue on to the next evolutionary step. I was given a choice to take this knowledge and move on to the next step in evolution or go back. Without hesitation, I said take me back if there is no death and we decide what we want to do I want to go back and finish my life in this reality that has already been started. I could only think of my wife, my children, my family, and friends. And I wanted to finish it and live out my reality that I was living but with this new knowledge. My answer: I would like to finish this life/this reality and bring as many spirits/souls to evolve with me to the next level in this endless cycle. This is when I was shot back up into the spiraling fractals to the singularity of our galaxy; at this point I was given more information and asked if there was anything I wish to change. I asked, “Can I change anything?” She answered, “yes.” I was still in disbelief, so I said I want to be a rock star— at that moment the life as a rock star flew before my eyes in a split second and I was not very happy with the outcome. It was exciting, but ended very badly, so I said scratch that idea. She asked, “Would you like to change anything about yourself?” I said “Sure, I want to be the physical size my wife is attracted to the most” and she said “done.” There were a few more things, but I will keep those to myself. I just wanted to go back and experience the rest of my life and be there for my wife and our kids. I told her I was going to inform the other spirits/souls and I remember her telling me not to preach it to them, just give them information when they asked for it or make it available for them when they are ready to receive it. I must have forgotten about that one for a while.
Off we went back into the next singularity of the solar system “The sun.” where she told me that I would become my wife and my wife would become me. I started screaming “Noooooo…” as we fell back to earth’s singularity. I remember there was a lot of laughing between us and she told me not to worry, it wasn’t how I imagined it; I would inherit all of my wife’s good traits and she would inherit mine. We would share them between each other as one. There was a lot of laughing. Now we were at earth’s singularity, that is when I experienced an enormous feeling of euphoria, joy, and love that surrounds us all. I felt connected to everything on the planet. Let me tell you here, at each singularity of the toroidal field you’re in, you are connected to everything in that toroidal field.
Before I knew it, I was back in my physical body as the tone started to get lower and the wobble in my body slowed and stopped soon after. I awoke with such energy and excitement; my heart was racing at a very high rate. My wife was lying there next to me and I told her (what seemed as another language or tongue I asked her if she could understand me and she said yes, but this quickly faded in a matter of seconds) what had just happened, she was in disbelief because not even five minutes had passed. She became very concerned because of how fast my heart was beating. I told her not to worry because I was in control and could slow it down. That is when I took a few deep breaths and lowered my heart rate and as I was doing this everything that had just happened to me was playing over in my head and it was just too much information for my brain to believe. I ended up passing out and it felt exactly like when I thought I was dead out in the black void. There I was, back with my soul/spirit and I was told that I would have to forget some of the information that was given to me because my mind was not accepting it, but not to worry because as time passed I would remember. So I tried to forget just enough to stay alive, but I wanted to remember the most important things. This went on all night— passing out and waking up as I tried to fall back sleep. My mind was in overdrive with all of the new found information and trying to figure out how to best process it. I had to forget a lot, but every week or two, I would remember a little more.I lost sixty pounds after the first two months I was back and have maintained this weight only going up or down by five pounds difference. My wife loves my new look and I see the world with a new set of eyes. I have perspective of all and the oneness we share, it fluctuates to the perspective that I need to see at the time of the experience. I now feel as if everyone is a reflection of my true self and I’m a reflection of theirs. It is a constant dance of ying and yang in this duality we currently live in but somehow I feel as if this will change soon.
It has been a little over a year and I now remember most of what happened that night. The stuff that I can’t remember gives me this feeling as if I was to remember I would no longer be able to exist here in this reality, I am the one blocking my memories. That is why I started this blog to remember and to awaken others so we can all move forward together 🙂
It has been one week since I started this blog and I have gained more memories of what happened that night in this one week than all of the memories of the entire year. I have had my moments and it seems as if I need to fight this urging feeling to leave (go back home) so I can continue my journey here with my loved ones. It is extremely difficult because deep down I know this is all an illusion/dream created for us to learn and experience our self/God/Universe/Source from all perspectives and that there really isn’t a home, just different perspectives of all things. I feel as if my perspective as a human being is complete and I’m waiting for everyone to move to the next perspective lessons with me.
We are here to learn love, take care of one another, and to forgive all those that have made us so miserable. They are just playing their part so we can evolve. Once we have evolved here we move on to next level of evolution/perspective, but I believe this time we keep the knowledge of this universe as we move on to the next, we will only know when we get there, I’m ready to find out are you?
Until then make someone feel special each day and spread the love. Love is our contribution in the next step of our existence. I love you and we are all connected. 🙂
I will update and re-blog as I receive memories of that night
~ Jaime H.
This time we shoot off and after a little while the lights fade away and it is completely dark. We get to a point where there was no light in any direction. I remember feeling completely alone; the feeling that my spirit had left me out here to die. This was the worst feeling I had ever experienced. There was nothing: no thought, no light, no time and no memories,—Blank void— just imagine nothing… yeah, it’s a lot worse than that. There is no telling how long that lasted but at some point I thought to myself “am I dead?” The very next thought was, no… I cannot be dead because I just had a thought and asked myself a question. Then off in the distance I saw this little spec of light like a dot and as it got closer I could see it was a tetrahedron spinning and rotating in the center in all directions. As it spun I noticed my thoughts were controlling the speed of the rotation. I still truly believed I was dead, but I knew I did not want to be. I started screaming….. “I don’t want to be dead,” but there was no sound. But, then I noticed the tetrahedrons started to bounce. I screamed louder and louder and waves appeared as the tetrahedron started bouncing faster and harder; the waves grew larger and larger flowing from the center and flowing out in all directions creating sound. On these waves were cubes like snap shots in time of my existence up to that point. As I started to remember where I came from I could see the fractals in a spiral motion begin to manifest, but these were not just what I was thinking at the time these were all possible existences from any choice I could have made from that point in time. From there I could see color starting to form with a mixture of blacks and whites and as each experience was made the more shades of each color began to emerge from the fractals.
At this point I am joined with my soul and we begin to have a very long and intense discussion. “Now do you understand?” she asks me. I was confused but realized at the same time what was happening. She told me that I had to experience death to understand life. After going through all of this she asks, “Do you want to be a part of the light or a part of the nothingness?” I screamed as loud as I could, “I want to be a part of the light” and at that very moment all my possibilities of this life exploded out from the singularity that I had just created. I was reborn. We head towards the light coming from my singularity. Some more information was given to me, but I cannot remember it at this time. Remember there were no words just this feeling of communication. As I think back now, she wasn’t asking me to be a part of the light, she was asking me if I wanted to be alive or dead.
Here are the best videos I could find to match what was happening to give you some visuals. You may need to watch this one a few times to really feel it’s power. The middle is a little slow to manifest but wait till the end.
It didn’t take very long and I remembered after passing through the light it became very dark. I felt as if I was in school with her, floating in front of a visual galaxy blackboard of our solar system that she was swiping information across for me to take in. I was being shown about numbers and how they build everything we see. They connect everything and how shapes are related in the geometry of life. There was a lot more to this lesson, but I don’t really remember all of it. I was being a little pushy, and said I already knew about this stuff from all the research I had been doing.
Then, she asked me if I would like to see more and my response was “oh yeah!” It was very exciting to me and all my worries and doubts about this world were gone and I was immersed into this new one; I was feeling great. I did not realize it yet but my ego was about to be crushed smithereens. This time it seemed as if we were headed directly to the center of the galaxy and when we stopped I could not believe what I was seeing: THIS PART HAS BEEN BLOCKED IN MY MIND but the feeling of shock and disbelief vibrated through me. We went back to the galaxy blackboard after I settled down and this time class was geometry. I felt like I was in first grade again but the displays were a 1000 times better looking. First, there was a sphere and it was spinning and had waves of light in it. Next, there was a triangle with a solid red border and a pattern swirling down into the center. Then, she took two opposing pyramidal tetrahedrons and put them together creating a Merkaba. I had seen this before but this time I listened focused. The tetrahedrons were spinning and creating a huge sphere creating a vortex. (I later discovered this is known as a toroidal field.) I got the feeling she was telling me that’s who I am and that is how we are all here, because of these shapes but I couldn’t put it all together yet. “Ready for more?” she says. I said I want to see it all as I smiled.
At the time I didn’t realize that the class was to show me how to remain stable for my journey out of and back to reality. This is exactly what was going on “without Frank Chester of course” and I brushed it aside. The beginning of the class was boring and I already knew about, what I thought was important was just a small fraction to the whole. I’m realizing now my journey would have been less traumatic on myself and heart if I would have just paid attention. The purpose of the class was to keep me and my heart balanced during the trip. I didn’t do that and I went way out and slung back in with great force. That caused me to feel disconnected when I returned. After watching this video…. “I just came across nearly three years later” I feel like smacking myself and my ego across the face.